Saturday, March 25, 2006

P for Pancetta

have to go on the road soon,

new reality shows, new crap same bullshit.

Preparations? dunno,

1. shave head-saves the hassle of conditioning and shit like that
2. get new shoes- i was never a believer of buying expensive shoes, but man my feet are all crapped out, and im fuckin fed up, pass on the timberlands
3. new phone perhaps?- really fed up with the P900 my dad offloaded to me, i'd rather even use my alcatel but my bro is using it since his phone is dead too.
4. new medicine- i'm constantly running out of pills to stop my gout attacks, must see doctor for ten times more the perscription and hopefully a discount.
5. new experiences? attitude? dunoo?hadjadjadjklkasdljasd

its coming to April can't possibly make it back for ceng beng, have to make an effort to go back to penang for easter at least, another short weekend to find out how my family is doing and not allowing to feel attached before leaving when things are so good to be home.

home

some people live their entire lives in the single plot of land they grew up in, history resonates in the very walls they would have repainted, damaged, stuck posters and picture frames and resealed and repainted again.

all the memories tied in a single household probably overcrowded and messy with everything that is worth nothing in money but still priceless to throw out.

my apartment, only 2-3 years worth of memories is only filled with trash that can be thrown out but trash in itself never ends, it can never be rid off. Therefore it is the one most irritating thing in the whole world that can never be solved, but through it's common tyranny it binds us together.

yes it does

it is but the byproduct of everything we do that has intact all of the memories that have been lost.

so do we get rid of it or not?


i guess it depends how irritating it gets.

crap crap, shit thrash, life

5 comments:

YU JIAN said...

That rant wasn't influenced by V by any chance, was it? V? Yeah, V. For Vendetta. How was it?

Btw, caught Transamerica. Refreshingly funny. With pretty good acting from that chick acting as a guy acting as a girl. Dialogue was crisp though the end could've done wif some resolution. Certain parts grossed me out though.

Bisexual junkie son undressing and trying to hit on transsexual father ... hmmm....

Myron said...

resolution? what can possibly happen next?

YU JIAN said...

Tie up loose ends? Like tat snobbish mum finally accepting that her son is now a daughter? The son showing MORE emotion at the reunion?

Well, it aint too bad lar ... but it just feels like they suddenly realised, "oh shit, we ran outta time. let's end this shit"

Btw, you still havent told me what you thought of V

Myron said...

V is a bloody good film, and thats that

Anonymous said...

p is also for pancreas