Saturday, January 28, 2006

Sorry little scousers

MU v Liverpool 05/06

Old trafford

1-0

Rio Ferdinand (90 +1)


1st half (Havana Club Changkat Bukit Bintang) 2nd half (the green man, havana close shop)

Company : Tim the Red, Cheah Gonzales the Neutral


beer was good, chips and pizza even better, man we were pigs, coz we already had a good beef ball mee dinner


but being a Man U fan nowadays, u develop something all scousers have inbred in them.....DOUBT!

it's a sick curse, but Chelsea have proven to be the new Team out there, and everyone else is just trying their best to be their second.

Back to the match........damn i can't remember much....wonder why

ah yes, both sides played like bloody crap.

the scousers dominated possesion but were crap in their finishing, they're so desperate they got back robbie fowler, not like he's gonna do much, i guess they'll keep him so next year he can score against united......smart move BENITEZ, my respect for you is wanning.

as for MU, well they were just trying to stay afloat, clearing off the line and shite like that,

then came RIO, notice how is name is R with a 1-0, how could i have missed such an Omen!


out of all the players on the field, he deserved it the most, and thanks to Sven calling him lazy, he had to prove something to the Swede in the Stands that night.


this match meant everything for MU this season, it meant Ferguson started smiling again, it meant we cant win the league but we can still piss on 18 other teams, it meant that we will always beat the frickin scousers when it matters most!

it also means that MU has never lost a match when Tim & Myron get beer on tap at some bar.

Hard-Pack Confessionals

i've taken a marlboro lights ciggy recently

was pretty stressed out, but was more curious (fake sense of it) then anything else.

just that something evil inside you that never wants to die out, or in this case burn out.

those who know of this slip, expressed their disappointment of how i've wasted their dream ambitions of how one day, they themselves can kick the habit too.

good news is, im not back on the bandwagon

bad news is, there was a sense of relief, which is a dangerous thing, especially when it comes to addiction.

so those out there using me as a measuring stick for male demographic in 20s---
GET realistic and be your own role model. no one can help you better than yourselves.

as for what i've learnt, it is a very difficult habit to kick, and am glad i've failed a 1000 times to have the experience i have now. the experience that nobody is perfect, but those who sit and do nothing should seriously ponder the dangers that creep.

there's nothing more disturbing than the consequences that are not right smack in your face, but many years later down the line.

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Words don't come easy

Mis-comm, I mean Mass-Comm, the subject I studied and graduated from. Why did i take it in the first place?

In all honesty I thought it was a chick subject, for all those ladies who wanted to be VJ's and news anchors.

I myself just wanted to be a filmmaker, didn't feel confident enough to tell my parents I was shipping out to FINAS, so I decided to compromise with Mass Comm, since Journalism was still regarded as a reputable career, I wonder why. Plus I never believed in the state of our country's education system anyway. Since I spent only 2 solid weeks in class during Form 5, spent the rest of my time missing class to get the school play done, school magazine finished, school band formation on the road. And of course the majority of the time not doing anything at all under the blanket of my various co-curricular responsibilities.

Soon enough when I did start studying in college, I decided to have an open mind and embrace the subjects which i didn't really care about, and I learnt a bit more than just scoring the right grades.

Life is about communication, it comes in all forms, a person needn't say a word to tell another what he feels inside. Most of the time body-language is more truthful than words itself.

We see chicken and dogs fighting among each other all the time, people who don't understand what the other is trying to say, yet not being able to try to compromise.

It happens everywhere, home, office, religiously, sometimes with God himself.

What the hell did I just write? It's just too fucking hot in my office, they need to fix the air-con!

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Memoirs of a Fat Pig

Just saw the movie, Memoirs of a Geisha,

quick review, OK, as usual, too much hype for a nice tale, nothing too viceral our outstanding about the movie, it was more like a graceful flick, graceful as the art itself ( i hope that was what the director was thinking about anyway).

But I must admit, Zhang Zi Yi did a fantastico job, this coming from ME the I FORMERLY THINK SHE'S THE MOST ANOYING ACTRESS ON SCREEN, thanks to movies like the road home, where I thought Zhang Yi Mau literally kept "screwing" her with the camera lens.

She has totally made me eat my socks, and I'll be the first to say she might win the oscar! or at least the kid playing her character should, outstanding performance.

I wonder what it would be like if I had my own memoirs in a book? i'd love it to be a horror/comedy/drama/love story/action flick.....hell it's Shaun of the Dead! why didnt that movie win any oscar's eh? not even a BAFTA?

Well i guess it's a new year and I'm starting to wonder what makes me tick in the movies, I've been trying to enjoy my bang for the buck, at the same time trying not to succumb to rubbish, but hell when you're tired and out of ya mind, you'll kinda accept anything that comes in THX, Lucas is a genius!

Now I don't even know what I'm rambling about, but somewhere out there, some weird shit is thinking the same thing.

Gee I wonder whether I'll ever make any movies at all? I am still young, I always fear by the time I get round to it, film won't be a viable option, looking at Malaysia, it's more likely to jump Digital like how telcos want to jump to 3G even though less than half the country has PC's.

People keep telling me, don't worry about the format, it's IDEAS that count.

Yeah i'm sure IDEAS are the most important thing a person can poses, but hell I'd love to hear the film rolling in the damn camera, the madness the budget will escalate if that film roll keeps on rolling, the bigger amount of money it's gonna take to get the film digitized, edited, and transfered back to film reels, it's the whole soul behind it. At least that's what a film-virgin yearns for.

Digital will always be efficient, but it's as cold as what it represents.

Hopefully when my cinematic-virginity has to be bargained upon like the Geisha's, I hope I get a good price.