runs-ing out of time

Everytime i hear a tune from the 80s, however cheesy or corny it is, i just totally get into it,

i'm more into it then i ever was when i was a kid, in fact i was probably more into pop ular music back then.

but nowadays you can play any crap from what Michael Mann would use in a movie, with all that pornstar saxaphone, and i'm lifted into a higher state of euphoria.

it all boils down to nostalgia i guess, it's the fear of getting older or maybe the pressures of knowing that it's prime time now, no suckin on your mamas tit anymore.

i do feel old, i get tired faster, more emotional, cranky and cheap. And people always tell me that i'm young, obviously those who are older than me and are even more afraid of being labeled ancient, but you know you guys are,

because there are a whole other bunch of psychotic teens coming out from the computer age who are more violent and sex driven as ever,

they don't even know the meaning of politics just the controversies and they'll do anything to prove that their different, if it means listening to crappy music and loving crappy movies and dressing like chimps.

but weren't we any different when we were young?

all i know is, i've been shitting water for the last 3 days, the doc says it's a gut infection and that usually only tourist get it.

so i know my time is running out, the only thing i was ever known for my whole life was to digest any form of solid in my stomach be it titanium.

now im just an old geezer losing all the good bacteria in my intestines.

but thanks to the doc, i've got semi-solid turds thus far thanks to some medication.

so there's still hope.

time to chug some vitagen.