almost done

third audition venue of Msian Idol


after penang, im coming back to KL, leaving one home for another,


learned so much this trip back, trying to bring friends and crew members to interesting places,

lotsa headache, i'm those type of ppl that am contempted with eating canned food, so penang food is more like my mama's cooking, i know there's a lot of cool shit to eat out there, but i think my nearby market suits me just fine.



and the first day of auditions, i was assigned to take scenic shots of the island, only then do i really appreciate the aestathic view penang has to offer, i usually think of it as a dirty shithole, but nothing can beat the pollution in KL, and seriously JB looks like hell on earth, a very boring hell though.

...back to penang

you've got lotsa nature on the west side, total ulu-ness, and you have a fusion of heritage buildings and feng tau clubs on the main coast. and the food....damn it,,,,it's still bloody cheap.


3 big wan tan mee and some chicken legs.....RM 9.50, beat that you other ulu states!


i feel rejuvenated seeing piracy shops opening in full bloom like some HMV where people can come together and rejoice the rebellion of overpriced goods.


i love this little island as much as i hate it's secluded-narrow mindedness,

but ever so unique it is

beyond the threshold

yup, feet hurts, i mean they really hurt,

it aint easy being big and heavy while relying on your tiny little toes to do all the walking,


but that's what the production job requires, yeah, i've been sitting on my ass for so long, i guess a bit of pain wouldn't hurt


sweat, a very interesting thing, you can sweat so much till, it doesn't feel hot anymore, until your sweat forms back into fine salt, until you sweat over your first layer of sweat.

and yes, it stinks ass, but sweat enough, and you'll be used to it.


heat, its frickin hot in kuching, and it rains like shite too, so my skin is pink already, healing from the burns after shooting scenic scenes in the hot sun.


and yeah, hadnt had time to update nuts, acutally using tmnet's computer, like all the other idol contestants, i have to wait in line,


but the weird thing is, sleep never felt better, i just hit the sack and i'm off

eheemm,,,,,,,dreaming of it right now..............zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

sounds of gaffer tape

yup, everytime i hear the tape rip, the stuffing of bubble wrap, it's another season for the malaysian idol, another 6 months of gruelling labourous, mind numbing fiasco, leaving me in a sea of weirdo's to find real talent, and they only want real talent. sure i get more pay now, but i still don't have my own computer, still ransacking other people's stationary, still buying bottles of water, seeing i never want to leave my personal cup here, even though i can, but back to reality, people are running around while i try to complete this blog, looking like i'm busy writing up some scripts, or filling out forms, as long as i keep my confused yet serious face, i doubt anybody will bother me. weather is pretty cool this morning, but in the office it doesnt matter, it's always like switzerland over here, ever notice how you get splitting headaches going out in the hot sun for some bah kut teh, and coming back in the cold confines of a cubicle thinking how fat the pig really was? that's asia in a nutshell, extreme contrasts, things that make us unique, exotic plain... shit, i heard my name being called gotta go