another season ended

daniel, malaysia's second idol, a penangite! or a kedahen? or whatever he is.

i congratulate him because hell who could have done it this season anyway seeing that the show got bigger and better in terms of viewership.


plus i rather be happy then angry seeing that my bosses read my blog too!

so having an online diary has its limitations. i guess i'll stick to more subversive comments.


back to being happy, who doesnt like being happy? its been 23 years and counting that ive walked this earth and not even being middled aged ive been blessed with realisations of how things work in this world.

and i came to realise that it always works, whether things are bad or good, time has to keep ticking and the world will still revolves (sorry you sci-fi fans out there).

yet as humans we must defy what is certain to learn that there can be differences, varients in what people perceive as right or common.

and for me, i choose to be happy, a hedonist, to indulge in what makes me feel best and i've learnt that only through my own sadness and quite suffering behind the smiles and laughs.

happiness can radiate onto others as much as it makes others hate in order to feel happy.
as much as i see leaders and successful people being hated for their measures they are balanced with the respect, the silent respect that they have done something with their lives.

and the importance is doing something, whether you become a prime minister or lead a happy family of 7, there is always something that can make one happy, and a value system widening the differences like fame and money does, i believe is just a fad in the persuit of true happiness.

the only way i can believe in myself, is to learn from the past and keep improving.
that is my silent prayer.