that dirty little feeling

you have tons of work to do......

you have ample time do it......

but at the same time u figure, what about a few minutes of sleep since its so hard to find these days...


and then you wake up five hours, or worse still the next day!


and all but shite is done.


that's the dirty little feeling that lingers whenever responsibilty lurks.


are we all programed to be rebels of reality or is just my bloody generation, or not to be a stereotype-freak......just me


dont really know all the answers, just now the feelings.


You know when you're thrashing someone's ass in pool, or cards or drinking games, or work assignemnts....

and all you need is that final blow to send your oponent to oblivion,

and you loosen your guard coz,,,, hell what's the worst that could happen?

then....BAM that backstabing office whore is out there bitching about your laziest moments! or you just lose that silly bet that anybody would have avoided.


that's what i'm talking about, that dirty little feeling when everything reaches the brink of time,spcae,reality,bla bla bla


and some of us are actually attuned to disaster before it happens, call it pattern recognization, call it ESP call it the freakin FORCE, but hell we still tend to choose the harder paths.....but why?


some say stupidity, others spirituality, i think our brain does some selections without our heart's notice.


but as we all know, what's the sweet without the bitter anyway? the laze without the hassle


the spotless without the downright feakin dirty feeling