for this moment

i never thought i'd have a window just to myself, in the midday that is.

just waiting for things to get on, when ur so caught up with work all the time, it's difficult to appreciate time wasted.

coz its money, and sometimes more than that.

but i guess those who can afford to throw time away are rich in it, or just unwise.

i havent a clue which category i fall into, but for sure, i'm running out of things to do if i dont have my trusty playstation or good old music CDs (seeing that i hardly buy newer CDs like all other old farts)

excitement has to come at a much higher cost,

this beast cant be held down by the everday lifestyle of a modern day slave,

its time to get out and live it, and fall back down to deepest pits in order to get back up again and zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

i even bore myself to sleep blogging.

but i guess i'm just passing time.

i see trees that are green

and a shitload of kap chais

all over the place, all over the time

and i think to myself, its still a wonderful world.

-try this system in KL and maybe just maybe things can get moving,

-no scrap that idea, we'll just end up with a hell of a lot more people dying not only by road accidents alone.

not always great when ur in foreign lands on work, i'd so like to grab a ak-47 and start blowing shit up, but i guess it's not doable.

food, some are good some aint that great, ppl are always nice in these regions, i think they went through enough shit to know that life is shorter by being an asshole.

SO all the assholes i know out there take note.


big ass notes are suprisingly still more fun than coins

-there is some freedom and there isnt

but the essentials are all you need in a place like ho chi minh, your own beer and football on the tele

kudos to communism that works like here, cuba and singapore.

if more people care about others, then it'll truly be

a wonderful world

do you remember the days

do not bring us to the test but deliver us from evil

the words that was input to my mind even before i could understand it.

i alwyas thought what test? like the test in schools? i didnt like those so maybe jesus did have a point.

fastfoward 20 years, i can still remember it word for word, and i can't account the numerous times we have been put to the test, and you know it just didnt stop after SPM.

but after getting through deepest of shits, maybe they should change the line to :

bring on the freakin tests and fuck evil in the face.

coz there is so much to learn and the best moments come in the most trying of those.

(yeah yeah i know its all about the apocolypse)

but maybe it's just some sort of stay safe method that saves people from more depression.

whatever it is, i know a played a game of football without boots,

my foot is hurt, but my heart keeps beating.

if there never was another hole to fall in,

i'd rather die now than worry about living.